1st Time for Everything

I've never prayed before. Tonight I prayed while listening to metal and crying. Who knows, maybe I've found my faith.

Everyone is sad, I'm worrying about so many people and I'm pissed cos I'm in such a shit fucking mood.

I'm such a pmsy bitch. People have real fucking problems but I can't bear the thought of some minor inconveniences. So fucking immature:(

Subliminal Messages

Close to where we got a flat tire.

1st sign of snow after 7 and a half years.... anything is cool after that long.

My mum really enjoyed the whole toboggan thing (she's on the left)

So my getting over you thing is officially...over. Well it was over on Sunday. That's when I realised. When I went and saw her and didn't feel the urge to keep glancing her way. My heart no longer races when she sits next to me either.

Toboggans are clearly not meant for extreme sports

My mum was cheap to get me a real snowboard

For the people who knew already THANK YOU for being there. And those I neglected to tell...sorry, a few of you guys were there for me too and I really appreciate it. And for anyone who doesn't know who I'm talking about it's Lizzie.

I left my mark

Ignore the big plastic thing

Lizzie...thank you (L).

Lost and Found

Sorry for no photos....almost capped. Don't wanna upload.

It's amazing all the things you notice on a train. Just looking at the reflections in the windows is like looking into people's lives. You can tell what's been going on or what kind of person they are just by looking at the things they are holding or what they're wearing. You see someone grown up with an Elmo bag and you think "Maybe they miss being a kid". Or you see some guy looking all tough and calling his gangsta friends and talking loudly about how 20 guys jumped this one kid for his lunch money or something and its like "If you're so tough why do you need to call guys up?". And my least favourite...there's a pretty girl pouring her eyes out and you're wondering what asshole caused it.

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I really don't have the right words for this but I'll try anyway. You're like the little sister I WISH I had....minus the asianess. All the singstar sessions at your place...and getting owned every time without fail. Getting me out of maths because you were crying...actually I don't think that's a plus...whoops. I love you Kaz:P hehe cuz/kaz get it:P hehe. I'm so stupid...but you make me seem so smart

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No matter what they say beauty is only skin deep...but then come soul and personality and that's what makes me love you like I do.

leblankbear <3>

My getting over you thing.

Wishing Wells and Shooting Stars

nikeid.nike.com

THIS IS SPARTA!!!!

Suede is cool:)

Kobe....not so much. But i like the shoes

And you can never go past jordans=D

I wanna go there...:O

Gloria Jeans should invest in some of THOSE coffee skills

....idiot!

Guy/Girl

Hey I need some help..

What with?

Well I need you to come pick me up from the police station.

What? Why? What did you do?

I got caught on the train without a ticket but when I tried explaining why to the officers they didn't believe me.

What did you tell them?

I said that I had money but then I saw a wishing well right? So I asked someone if the amount of money you throw in matters and they said the more the better. So I chucked in all my money and wished for you.

Oh...

I remembered the summer between Yr8 and Yr9 and how I'd be home after dark most nights...or laying on my lawn out front. How I spent so much time searching for a shooting star to wish on. I only had one wish but I never saw a shooting star.

My getting over you thing.

My Stranger

She's in love with someone who she hasn't met yet. It's either really cute or really freaky but I think its kinda cool. She's gonna be the old lady who at 80 her husband still finds the most beautiful woman he's ever met and he's gonna be the luckiest bastard in the whole world.

Singstarrrrr Sessions at Karen's ps karen: TAXXXXXXXXXXXXX:P

We were bored in science:)

emotions are too messy

i know

its a bitch sometimes but...you get through it?

how?

im not sure

i havent figured that part out yet

Afterglow=D

I pose good right?

Or maybe i have worked that part out...I've found my stranger although we're not really strangers. I see her about 3 times a year though:(

She's kinda like "her" but more spaced out? More carefree? More fun?

Hopefully she's the dstraction that I need.

Dear Someone/Someone Else/Another Someone

I'm really sorry that I disappointed you but I'm really glad that you chose to stick around...thank you:)

I've developed all these little habits over time...I guess some of them are stupid, and some are annoying, but I like some of them. I always look for your tab to flash in my convos, that tinge of red at recess and lunch. I get vaguely panicky at the thought of not seeing you that day when you're late to school and my heart beats that little bit faster when i see you smiling and you never cease to put a smile on my face. I'm always looking forward to the next time I get to spend those 28mins with you on the way to Banks and even though there's nothing to miss I can't help but miss you?

I called dibs on the "Guardian Angel" position and you can be my lie founderouterer. I'll always be there. I promise!

My Getting Over You Thing

I guess it seems like I just do whatever you want and I guess that's partly true but it's more than that. I started the whole getting over you thing because it was hurting you to hurt me, and I don't want that. I don't wanna see you hurting, and I definitely don't wanna be the cause of it. So the best thing is for me to move on... for both of us, and thats what i decided to do. But not because you told me to but because I didn't like the consequences if I'd just kept on going like I had been.

You want me to do things for myself but doing things for you makes me happy. So isn't that kinda me doing things for myself? Isn't that ok? If thats what I want, and what would make me happy then I'd think that doing things for you should be cool right?

But I'm sticking by what i wrote.